Hungry for it

Learning, I can't stop. Studies have shown that Alzheimer's is caused the unwillingness to stop learning the brain just shuts down and ceases to adapt any new knowledge and in turn the person loses parts of his memory. So why do our teachers an d mentors in life get paid so shitty my theory is because they are selfless first selfish second. Its hard to put a price on knowledge when someone will be willing to help others before themselves. But I'd rather say to myself that I helped provide for the future rather than consuming the now. Take a look at yourself and can you say at the end of the road can you honestly say you feel good about what you do? I'm a business management major. So what does that mean its means I can Get money! But will that make me feel better about myself? Maybe , can't really say its not about the money because anyone would be lying to you or else students wouldn't be in 6 figure debts if it wasn't about the money.
So we graduated instead of finding the job we feel good about we find the job which gets us the cake. but is cake really what we need a short fulfillment of quick happiness or is what we need a salad? A mixture of different things that when eaten by themselves are simple. So I say to myself do I want the cake which will kill me after time or do I want the salad which will set me up for healthy living. Its not about food its about harmony the ability to learn adapt and teach new things when I look back I want to say to myself did I influence others to make some cake or did I influence others to make some damn salad. Either way I know I'm still hungry for it. cake or salad